Sunday, June 21, 2015

First Christmas

Okay so I got to thinking:  How shitty would it be to be Bruce Wayne when his parents were killed?  I mean, sure.  Dead folks.  I getcha.  But REALLY, put yourself in this money magnet's shoes:  What's the one thing you lived for when you were 8?  Christmas.  Fuck birthdays.  CHRISTMAS.  Remember that one toy you didn't get but your buddy did?  Bruce never experienced that.  His parents could afford to buy anything he asked for-- and they did.  There was no reason to keep their kid humble, they just wanted to see that smile get wider.  Can you blame them?  Alfred took care of the parents and the parents took care of Bruce.  But after that night?  Your parents are gone and now this guy you barely know is the only one to take care of you from now on.  And to think everything was right as rain just five minutes ago.  But when does it sink in that your parents are never to return?  Christmas.  All of a sudden you have less toys and none of them are as cool as they were last year.  I mean, what does Alfred know?  He never raised a kid before.  (And his daughter doesn't really count, he pretty much abandoned her when she was born.)  So here's my thoughts on how that musta went:


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PANEL:
A close shot of BRUCE's eyes. They sting from the cold, and he hasn't shut them for what seems like hours. The scene is brief, but he doesn't dare close them. Not even when the gun fires. The muzzle flash reflects across his watering eyes and the paleness of his face.

VO BOX
They tell you the older you get, the less you remember of the days you were young.

VO BOX
Don't believe them.

VO BOX
Not a word of it.

PANEL:
THOMAS WAYNE, we see the pain in his face. The long, hoarse sound he makes we can't hear, but the veins in his neck are strained as the air leaves his lungs. A tear rolls down his cheek. He's mid-hunch, gripping at his chest with both hands. He doesn't care about the seams in his shirt he must be ripping underneath as he clenches his breast. He just wants to keep the blood in. He stares at the ground, possibly the shoes of his killer, as BRUCE watches in the background, stoic.

VO BOX
I was ten. And I saw it all.

PANEL:
THOMAS WAYNE's hands clutch his wound in a close shot, the blood soaking a wider and wider area of his nicely-pressed shirt, now wrinkled from his gripping hands. His golden band of a wedding ring glistens in the light of a streetpost we can't see. A single drop of blood drips from between his fingers.

VO BOX
You never think of them as anything more than providers, do you?

VO BOX
They're just people that feed you the food you don't want to eat.

VO BOX
Send you to the schools you don't want to go to.

PANEL:
The drop of blood is in freefall. It falls against a white background. All eyes are on it.

VO BOX
But they're never human to a kid that age, are they?

PANEL:
The drop of blood hits the pavement, but doesn't shatter into a moisture stain on the ground. Instead it bounces-- it's a pearl. It bounces twice across the panel with a "TINK", "TINK" written in expensive lettering. The kind with lots of curves and $100 finishes you'd see on an opera poster. This pearl, it bounces among a few others, some lying against the curb on the edge of the road. This one we watch, it bounces towards the gutter.

VO BOX
They don't feel. They don't get tired.

VO BOX
They don't bleed.

PANEL:
From the radiance of the unseen streetlamp, the light it provides sends beams into the gutter, broken-up by the grating above. Through this choppy lighting, the bloody bead makes its way into darkness.

VO BOX
Because that's not their job. They're there to give you what you need. What you want, and nothing more.

VO BOX
They're supposed to buy you the things you want. Tell you the stories you want.

VO BOX
Take you to the... movies you want.

PANEL:
MARTHA WAYNE's face has always been the subject of front page news on all the glossy magazines. But her hair isn't permed to a model-like standard and her face in the panel isn't flattering like the one in the papers. Her face is tilted up, like she's tilting her head back for comfort, but the bangs of her hair touching her right eye as they rest half-open, they tell you she doesn't need comfort anymore. Not where she is now. If the way her mouth lies open is any indicator, her last moment-- her last breath-- was a gasp.

VO BOX
Some day yours will be gone, too.

PANEL:
MARHTA's left hand is slightly made into a ball, her sleeve rolled up to her elbow uncomfortably, as it lies dormant on the ground. The diamond ring is slightly turned to an odd angle on her finger. Specks of gravel and dirt stick to the back of her hand.

VO BOX
And you'll realize then, your Christmases will never feel the same.

PANEL:
The same shot of MARTHA's arm, this time in a black long-sleeved sweater, as it hands a carefully-wrapped present off to whoever stands outside the panel. The red bow is large, almost as large as the present itself, but the paper is nothing special. The background is the inside of some room, orange with light. Wherever it is, you get the sense we've switched from an uncharacteristically cold night in a Gotham alley, to a warm morning on Christmas Day.

VO BOX
I know I was spoiled. I knew that. None of the kids in the Narrows got what I got. Did I care? Not once. Because I got what I wanted. Always.

PANEL:
BRUCE begins tearing into his gift. His face intent with happiness next to the tree, with many more gifts underneath. His hair is matted from the long night of waiting for Santa to come. MARTHA sits in an armchair facing the tree next to BRUCE, but she doesn't pay attention to him. She looks over to ALFRED without a smile, who's standing near a window as it snows outside, bringing her the cup of hot whatever-it-may-be she ordered. Behind the chair, THOMAS stands in front of the fireplace as it rages, a cup of coffee in hand. BRUCE is the only one in the room that smiles. If memory serves correct, snow at a night-like hour is usually a pinkish hue while the sky is purple.

VO BOX
We had the money to make it happen.

PANEL:
BRUCE unwraps the gift in his lap, a toy gun with an orange tip.

VO BOX
And all it takes is one minute. One man.

PANEL:
From above, we observe THE WAYNES opening the doors of the side entrance from the theater. Steam comes from a pipe on the side of the building, rising into nothingness. From around the corner, A MAN who hides in the shadows of the building next door walks to the spot where the elder Waynes will die. He holds something under his coat.

VO BOX
It was June 26th, much too early for my parents to start buying presents.

VO BOX
I was still reeling from the last one. My parents bought me an action figure I wanted, but it was the wrong color. I threw a fit. They didn't care, they could buy me another one. This year the next model was coming out, and they better get the color right.

PANEL:
BRUCE is centered, his eyes wide like they were in the first shot. His parents, whose upper and lower bodies are out of frame, brace themselves. MARTHA holds her right arm up, elbow tucked, clutching her hand bag to her chest. Her left arm extends as far as it can behind her, pushing her young son back. THOMAS does much of the same. Unlike MARTHA's stiff frame, THOMAS hunches a bit, prepared for anything-- so he thinks-- his right arm pushing BRUCE back with a bit more force than MARTHA.

VO BOX
And then in two short bursts, the sound of a heavy book being dropped on the floor, these people you used so carelessly are gone.

PANEL:
The barrel of a gun fires. It's close enough to see the sparks flame out like a cannon and the smoke swell into the air.

VO BOX
Bang.

PANEL:
BRUCE's face is that same stare. Eyes wide, full attention. Multiple pearls glide out of focus in front of him .

VO BOX
Bang.

PANEL:
A hammer comes down on a nail in the wall with a "BANG". The same elegant type as before accompanies the sound.

PANEL:
BRUCE sits in the same chair his mother did in the Christmas flashback panel. Same angle. The room doesn't glow with the lights of the tree or the heat of a fireplace or the buzz of the lights, though. Everything is grey from the natural light of the one window. The fireplace looks cold, the tree hasn't been plugged-in yet, and the lights are off. Everything outside the window is stark white. ALFRED hangs a stalking beside two others on the wall in the background. BRUCE sits normally, with his legs dangling and his arms propping up his body on the armrests, but he slumps.

VO BOX
For six months I did nothing but think about that night. How could you ask a kid that age to think of anything else?

PANEL:
BRUCE's eyes look to his left, his eyes a little more open now, but he still retains the bags under his eyes.

VO BOX
And then it clicked-- Why Alfred put a tree in the den, why he hung stalkings, why he baked cookies the night before... It was Christmas.

PANEL:
We lurk over BRUCE's shoulder as he looks at the gifts under the tree. There are none, only the three or four all sitting next to each other beside the tree. None are bigger than an average shoe box.

VO BOX
But this doesn't look like the Christmas I knew. There were barely any presents. I was used to having so many. This looked like a year I had been bad. Why so few?

PANEL:
ALFRED, with his right hand, leans over the top of the armchair to hand BRUCE one of the gifts with his left. A small smile resides on his lips. BRUCE looks like he's in a curious surprise, but hasn't slept for quite a long time. He looks down at the gift being placed on his lap.

VO BOX
It was then-- truly then-- I realized what it meant for your parents to die.

PANEL:
From BRUCE's perspective, the present sits in his lap, the bow quite small. BRUCE's arms lie on his sides, like the present is completely alien to him.

VO BOX
Alfred was trying. God bless him, he tried. It was never quite his job to take care of me. He took care of my parents, who then would deal with me.

VO BOX
Of course he'd take me to school sometimes and make sure I was ready for bed, and once he helped me with my homework.

PANEL:
BRUCE looks up from the chair over his left shoulder.

VO BOX
But between the two of us, over the years, we'd truly never spoken a word that meant a thing.

PANEL:
ALFRED smiles at the reader, his right hand still placed on the back of the chair.

VO BOX
And now he was doing his best, to prove to me he would take care of me. He would do his best to be a father.

PANEL:
BRUCE looks back down. ALFRED walks away towards the left of the panel.

VO BOX
But me being the age I was, I could only realize how serious my parents' deaths were.

PANEL:
BRUCE's hands begin tearing at the wrapping paper surrounding the box.

VO BOX
I would never have the amount of presents I did before.

PANEL:
BRUCE's face begins to curl a small smile.

VO BOX
I would have to live like a kid in the Narrows now.

PANEL:
BRUCE's hands hover over the gift, whatever it may be. The wrapping paper hides the sides of the present so you can't know what it may reveal. Behind the chair, ALFRED begins lighting the fireplace.

VO BOX
I'd have to settle for... this.

PANEL:
BRUCE's hands pick up the gift and bring it closer to him. It's some sort of robot action figure. A blue one.

VO BOX
It was the wrong model. This was the one from last year.

PANEL:
BRUCE's eyes swell with tears. A droplet already rolls off his cheek. But he smiles. The whole thing is just so ironic.

VO BOX
But it was the right color this time.

PANEL:
ALFRED has come around to the side of the armchair. BRUCE curls his legs up to his chest and hides his face in his arms. ALFRED lays his right hand on BRUCE's back for comfort. The toy box sits in between BRUCE and the armrest, somewhat already forgotten.

VO BOX
God bless him for trying.

ALFRED
"Bruce! Oh... Is everything okay? I--I'm sorry. Is it the right--?"

BRUCE
"Thank you, Alfred..."

PANEL
From the overcast sky, we take a final look at Wayne Manor. Its many rooftops covered in snow, as well as all the property a ten-year-old could ever inherit. One light shines through a first-floor window.

BRUCE
"I just miss them so much."

THE END.

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